I want to talk but I don't want to

I want to cry but I don't want to

I want a cuddle but already I'm

Pushing you away

I don't know, I don't know anymore.

We never had a cuddle

We never got to touch you

You were too small for me to feel you

But I wanted you to stay.

I wanted you to stay.

We wanted you to stay

& I don't want the pain of your loss

To ever go away.

I want to talk but I don't have a voice

There are no words to say

How I feel today

Because we had to say goodbye

When we wanted you to stay.